Can you be Casanova?

During the old days men court women in prestigious fashion, they would offer luxurious gifts to which a woman can only dream off, oh how I wish to go back in time I'd be enjoying every gift a man can offer me wealthy as a princess hmm. I'm dreaming shinny diamonds already. It's never good to travel back in time so let me jump back to were reality bites.


Men these days are full of crap, you want something but you won't go for it and when you find out the lady is with another knight you freak out, truly are there no boundaries to what you mind can make off? at least Casanova was man enough although his indecency did get to him but then again I do enjoy his works and his life story, he was a very extraordinary young man who had made love to 132 women gosh did he get herpes? Note to that questions!


To the Men out there, you don't have to fill up 12 volumes of writing you just need to go out there and spread your wings and to the women who might feel like they are Lovely Joan Fontaine well good luck to you and herpes!! to those who have no IDEA? go grab the book and read it make sure it's written by Willard Trask or you'll be having headache while your asleep.


Just a quick overview Casanova was never a womanizer he was not addicted to women nor made a collections of them his book in tells that he was in love with the women he bedded and that he wrote poems. Casanova captures the interest of these women with his amazing talents his beautiful face but then again he was also picky, he likes them intelligent he said and I quote ''Without speech, the pleasure of love is diminished by at least two-thirds" now ain't that righteous.


If I were to choose one part of Casanova that would similarly play my part I would say it's his life style, to display what has to be fake and not let secrecy be plague is better than to warm the soul of an exile who dreads boredom. You don't have to know in order to understand you just need to read between the lines. So start living your life, Love if you fall in Love, be wrong and then try to do whats right make things happen for yourself and not for anyone else.

Hipponisiac

A man who can count less of the bullshit he carries can love a woman with out a face.

rephrased by key la.

With only the truth you can never be set free  because when ever you look at your wife you see regrets, time can heal the wounds of sorrow but it can never heal the regrets that was foretold.


Rainy days can be oblivious because you cant go anywhere, so might as well blog another story. So many things in mind so many words to use but cant be spoken directly so to choose each word with care makes it less of a blog so to the bullshits, I'm sorry and to the hand pointing back at you what gives?, if this may point to a certain you then I'm not sorry.


Queer and relentlessly weak men can be, what in the world are you doing with a woman who you can even look at while your in bed? Are you too desperate to fall in love or looking for a fast train to get rid of that pain your feeling lately, stop playing stupid. are you picking random women everyday to screw around with?, cause if you ain't picking blind your picking with your sensitive head.


Wanting something is not bad but wanting something too much is, so wait and sit on it if you can rather than committing sizable mistakes when your hands are full. Look back and check how your life has turned out and don't let go of yourself, the more you run away the more you get into deep shit so face it so you can move forward.

Reconnect

Right or Left they call it the passage to where your headed..If I could freestyle I'd be running sprint free I'd be traveling back and forth spending my time with everyone, if 2012 is real?? I'd be killing time every chance I get instead I took the first bus going to ILIGAN CITY to meet friends I haven't seen for 5 years and friends I haven't seen since we've been friends.

Looking outside the window and I don't know why I love sitting on the window side maybe I just love watching what nature gives and it's pretty amazing. Listening to indie music while killing time until I woke up cause the bus stopped and I had this eerie way of asking "are we there yet"?, so I asked the guy next to me what gives? he said we need to wet our feet? and I was like why? he just stared at me and i was like oh well. So when I got to Iligan I checked it and found out that they have this belief that by wetting your feet your cleaning the germs beneath you oh well who am I to correct them..

My Arrival was the BEST part people chering and a freaking band was there popping and drumming all the way AHAHA!! I guess I let my imaginations get away too much so to honesty, it didn't happen I just took a taxi and ask for a hotel near the city. Everything was a beat got a room and slept for 3 hours before heading out. My friend James's place was outside the city so I took the jeep with Ryan and we spent 30 mins and I had to say thank you to the guy that I was sitting next to me cause he really smelled NICE too nice if you know what I mean!! Ryan kept laughing and I had to give him that serious look to stop him from bursting in public so if your reading this Ry I'm never gonna forget the smell and I'm like stuck on it pressing reply everyday! ahaha!

We were at James's place with a bottle of tequila and a kick ass song from the past. We were singing and jamming trying hard not to hit the right notes and I just realize how out of contrast our songs were but hey who cares then I fell asleep for a little while, I woke up and took the mic and sang another song and they were gawking at me while singing hey hey you you I don't like your girlfriend and that wasn't even in the song and we all laughed hard.

We went home at 7 in the morning took the jeep back home with Don and Ryan and these two are like crazy that when we got to room we were so beat up that we fell asleep right away!! they had to crash next time I'm gonna let you pay me for letting you stay hehe, like they say love your friends and reconnecting pays off cause the FUN I had that night made me realize a few more things about myself  and I'm loving it, like wearing good clothes makes you feel more like a better person.

Time to go home, I only had a day to visit my friends and on the way home Ryan was with me cause I don't want to get lost and miss my flight. Uncertainty was still on my mind I didn't really have much time to visit a few more spots so I had to say for the last time I'm gonna miss this and in my book of directories this would be the first number you'd see. So I said my farewells and promise to come back and the best part was I brought the new me with me SMILES.

The Next Flight

life is just a journey you want to take slow but then traveling to a place where you have no clue is too fucked up. Finally Saturday and I'm not packed yet, went home after shift to grab my bags and some clothes to bring for this so call travel :) so excited cause I'm flying off (i guess i wanna say first class but hey it's just a jet so whatever ahaha) and this is my first time so yeah call me whatever! cause I'm proud of it Boo yah!!

Reached the airport gawd taxi's are very expensive these days 225.00 really?? got my 1 way ticket in hand and with an "I don't know what to do look in my face" gawking at people in the airport waiting for a clue what to do next, finally went after the couple next in line with a "I know what i am doing look" hehe. I had this dilemma were the girl asked me if there are any umbrellas inside i said no but when i went for the 2nd gate they found out I was bring my toiletries which was a BIG no no and then the guard lady said FIRST time? I was like yeah, she smiled I was like ohhh! and turned red while walking away, hate it when that happens cause my face would tell you how EMBARRASSED i felt.

Went inside the terminal and I was oh what did the girl say? gate what again?? ohh!! jeeze I was like I need to go to the toilet, so I checked out the place and found one went inside and checked my phone clock okay i still have time went out pretended to know what am doing (again) and bought food and ate while thinking, you know it really was stressing me out but in a good way. too many Bloopers I couldn't take it anymore!! found the gate. Right! GATE 7 jeeze!! went inside and found stairs?! I had that blank look again, so i went for it and found it was the right lounge and finally I could breath ahaha sat and waited.

Boarding finally came and I was exited inside my tummy was like bursting with laughter gosh and I had that feeling I wanna call someone and couldn't pick one so i just turned my phone off and let the experience fly too ironic! take off and i was grinning like crazy (was listening to setting sun by eskimo joe) and I had that panic in my head and my heart was beating way fast couldn't count it even if i want too and so many scenarios went into my head like what if we'd crash?? and my head felt dizzy that i wanted to close my eyes but still wanted to watch the pretty clouds and the ocean outside my window.

Touch down and everything felt like bazaar new place, new City and new life equals uncertainty ahaha went to SM and just strolled away waiting for my friend's text, said were going to Duka bay for diving and I haven't slept. They picked me up and on our way I was dozing off hey I haven't slept so excuse me. I really don't know the people I was with but didn't care I'm friendly ahaha and this guy was cute. 

Fast track, since i didn't have any diving experience they said  I can enjoy the corals for now and that I had to learn the basic and so I went through it for 1 hour and I'm like so fucked up I can already feel the cram and this ain't good.. Time to dive and the corals were beautiful and being at the bottom of the sea bed just harboring over it made me feel like there is this other world beneath the layers of water we see up there and I called it "the deep blue horizon" wished I had pictures.

A start that says The End.

All thou I might be sorely tempted to be extra generous at time when I’m near with a specific specie, a change of game might put a cork in a cracked heart. At the start of the year everything felt like a storm and what I have been through was more of an opera than a winter free module. Similar story of a celebrity in history which involves Picasso and Marie Therese Walter and all thou the story ended with tears a start can be made since history is written in ink.

It's more important to stay focused on quality, rather than going for what appears on the surface to meet a "good deal” so don’t settle for less but ask more, a selfish way to say love yourself. A disadvantage in "going overboard" is bad decision made so I’m watching for Poopies on the way to full recovery. On the other hand, this combination could be a sign of Omen and that a change in status might just be around the corner.

Intuitive senses are being extra bitchy but a romantic role might widen my variety of choices and options, this is what I call increasing standards which matters if you’re single and not attached. Distractions are limited and hopes are at garbage, I call for the fanatical and compulsive part of me to let go and enjoy the FUN. Although, compulsive urges can take many forms, but particularly a strong one is the key ingredient to get rid self of limitations, restrictions, and obstacles in a close relationship, so warming up for closure is a good idea.

Righteous

If life expects you to lie all the time would you want to?? you lie every chance you get, as long as it gets you the right grade, the right position the right girl or to sleep with someone and hopefully do a threesome.. Well that only works if both girls are bisexual and I'm assuming that not all of you are very sensible to doing so to make the long story short it's plain and boring. what else does your morality credible for, your work? your feeling of being on top that tumor of bullshit you have up in your ass every now and then.. yeah sit on the top bunk you android moving rat.. Non the less you will see the wrath of the iron claws. duh?! nothing just testing your vocabularies, anyway let get on to business, what can make an old bird sing?? I'll get back to that later.. Does morality mean that you have to abandon all the hopes of your very existence betrayed or just a game of wuss?? Blink once, blink twice and poop.. nothing! so, are you expecting something or anything to turn your odds? or just a dumb all hopes of getting a good job, getting laid and more laid or in my case a morning shift that ain't bad would it.. Its health free and you don't have to stick to a boring act even if your already bored. I wouldn't care less of it now that i have been writing more and more so call 2 published blogs writing. hey blogger get a life! oops was i just telling that to myself Now that way low for self-esteem. This ey blogger schizophrenic i might add lads, shes talking to herself (spoken in British accent) all thou its does sound wrong. anyway I'm off to bed now got new schedules for tomorrow. Which starts with the word B and rhyme's with ring.. BORING

saying something I freakishly dont understand y?

doing something which is basically nothing rather than doing something and barely nothing in mind... atleast writting something that does not make sense is better than writting something that totally makes sense which nobody even comments.. relationship status?? is it true that when your say in a relationship your basically telling people your getting booty calls every now and then or better say your in a open relationship and lying to people faces cause you just want to get a booty call plain and simple.... just finshished watching social network for the 4th time.. addictive yah? no I just like the characterof Jesse Eisenberg and the monolog they used cause he sounded TALL yet his only  5'8" and arrogant i guess it pays to be a bright actor.. unlike emma stone whose totally a hot nerd  and an actress with a good sense of humor is worth watching (not dyke) ... wait,  going to meet the boyfriend to eat will be back to write some more..

to be continued..

was waitng for about 10 min. under the jollibee signage saying WELCOME, ain't that ironic.. took two trips to the toilet just to test time and space how fast can fast food deliver your food.. it's a total waste of time but it's better than nothing while waiting...

went to the laundry shop to get some dirty clothes washed, jeeze 38.oo for 6 kilos ---> over pricing... well it's  better than actually washing your own clothes.. totally bored and having hiccups while typing.. still buzz from the pain pills and a dose of anti-allergy to help me sleep.. I'll be dooooZING tonight!!!


saying goodnight and blogging non-sense..



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